Sunday, July 09, 2006

Detective

Detective...I call myself the detective....

Here is the thing people...I grew up with a mother that knew everything ....everything that I did wrong she found out...I could not pull anything over on her...then look what happen...


Detective that is just it...I find out everything...everything...to a fault..
I think it is a disease that eats away at my brain at times and makes me crazy(but hey that is another blog)

A patient is acting funny wants to leave for a minute...I am suspicious...ah yeah I find her lighting up a spoon filled with an unknown substance...AKA meth...

I find it out people I am the detective...

and when and when "mister guy" lies to me ....I find out...

He know's this...he knows that i will hunt down the truth and drag it to the surface...

Detective I tell you...

and when and when my kid is acting very strange like like he doesn't know me...like i am a stranger that has a contagious disease...like I might rub off and him and like someone will know that I am his mother...

I find out the truth...I thought it would never happen to me...I thought that I was in-fact immune to this disease..called growing up and not thinking that your parents are cool....

I find out...detective I tell you....that he is like every other kid out there that does not want to be close to their parents...

He doesn't want to hang out with me as much as he used to....

what happen to my little boy that used to cling cling to my leg and never let go...

what happen to my little boy that would talk endlessly to me...and never never shut up??

being a detective is not all that's it cracked up to be...

hey kid...I'm still cool...I think
Go figure?

2 comments:

Lestud said...

Hey, I'm sure the kid knows that he has the coolest mom in the world, if he hasn't realised that yet, I do!

Just telling it like it is said...

maybe one day...when i am famous..and then and then he will appreciate me...