Friday, October 03, 2008

Man down I repeat Man down

Sorry I haven't been by in a while but my heart is just broken right now..
Most of you know that I left the sand to move closer to my son the right things to do..
Engineer guy stayed behind and I don't think will be joining me. My heart is broken in to a million peices, it seems that when I try and do something right I just get it all wrong??
I once told him that I would love him till the deepest end of the ocean till the very last grain of sand and I ment that..
Engineer guy I still love you...

8 comments:

Walker said...

You didn't get it all wrong you got it right.
Sometimes you got to do what you got to do and sacrifices have to be made.
This wasn’t a selfish move.
I know you love engineer guy but you love your son more.
Who knows, this may not be the end of a chapter just a interlude

Just telling it like it is said...

Thanks walker;) I doing the right thing is not always easy...
But my child has given so much to let me finish college I thought it was about time for me to get my act together...and I will probably always love Engineer guy..
He just wasn't that into me...
Oh Gosh now I sound like one of those chicks from TV..
We have our pth in life..I guess it wasn't ment to be...

Just telling it like it is said...
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Cece said...

Stay strong and know you did the right thing. You're a good woman. {{hugs}}

Just telling it like it is said...

Cece..
thank you..boy do I need my blogger friends to see me though this mess..
But you should see my kiddo when I pass him the ball..
Thank goodness I have been able to keep it together for him...
But I am still so deeply sad..
thanks for stopping by..

Superstar said...

You moved??? WHAT???? Where have I been!!!

***hugs*****

Any child would be lucky to have you! I can't believe you moved!! That is such a motherly sacrifice! Something only the love of a Mother could do!!!

****hugs*****
Im here for you!

Just telling it like it is said...

I know super and you didn't even get to sing to me!!!!

ssgreylord said...

sometimes it takes time to realize you did the right thing... be gentle with yourself.