Sunday, October 05, 2008

Bending over...pulling my boot straps up!!!!

Calling all friends out of the darkness into the light I am going to have to lean on you until I feel better...
Each day I pick up my huge son I know in the deep depths of my heart that I did the right thing.. However...each day I know that I am away from everything I have know for the last five years...
It matters not because I can pull myself up from the boot straps ..as I have done in the past as I will do again...
So, I have assembled the people that I need to surround myself with...you know who you are I have called you this week together because there needs to be an intervention...
Staci: you have known me since I was 15 yrs. old. I ask you to keep me close that that I may express the feelings that you know that I have...that I might turn this baren time into productive mode...
K...keep intouch we have much to talk about and things to accomplish...
Thanks Bev for underestanding when no one else could...
Untill tommorrow...

6 comments:

3 Magpies said...

Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again. I have had to do that more than once. I have been amazed at the life lessons learned each time. I wish you much success and happiness. Giving it up for kids is selfless and rewarding. Keep your chin up.

Walker said...

It feels ackward in beginning until you ge used to the new development.
I have been here before a few times and i know the sunken feelings but in time they will be replaced by something new and all this will be pushed back, maybe not forgotten but not as important.

Queen of the Mayhem said...

You definitely did the right thing. Your son needs you and you need him.

You ARE going to find someone who will appreciate that!

I am proud of you!

Southern Sage said...

You will make out, and be better for it.
Good luck.

GoteeMan said...

Hang in there, gal... you will pull out of it and be fine...

I believe in ya...

J/ (goteeman.blogspot.com)

ssgreylord said...

look how loved you are. you are one classy lady...