Sunday, August 13, 2006

MIA...can you say Missing in Action....

Okay so the past several weeks I have been trying to figure out the broken peices of my life...
I know I am emotional right now...It's PMS...there I said it...PMS

PMS aka for I have been really bitchy and emotional all at the same time...

How can this happen to me...darn...darnnnnn

So, anywho...whilst I try to figure out the broken peices of my life...I have been having some fun...in the sun...

but still have many things to work out...you guessed it..most of all of this has to do with "Mister Guy" who still has not stopped calling...

Am I destined to have this pain linger amounst my heart fer ever...

well...more later I must get ready for work...where at least all the crazies love me...

8 comments:

Lestud said...

"work...where at least all the crazies love me..."

That's not true! We love you here!

(Someone quick, back up my comment!)

awaiting said...

Me too!

Superstar said...

for the record PMS = Putting up with Men's Shit.
LOL ;o)
Glad you are back!!!
WHOOO HOOOO!!!!

Just telling it like it is said...

Thanks guys...really thanks...
My ego is now inflated..
Ur all the bestest...most smartest..most cleverest..blog friends a girl could ever dream of..

My Two Cents said...

OK, first can someone tell me how to post a blog and my picture? LOL! I was able to post my initial blog but I can't figure out how to post another.

Alright sweetie, I really feel your pain....I was in your situation once. Of course I don't know the whole story and excuse me if this sounds harsh, but you are better off without him. From reading all of your stories (I'm very nosey) it sounds like you have given this Mister Guy enough chances. A leopard does not change his spots....he may pretend to so he can keep you from another man, but he will always go back to his old ways. Believe me, I know you want him to come around, and I'm sure he is saying all the right things now, but you will be so much better if you cut all ties and move on. Life is too short to waste on a man that does not appreciate you regardless of what you feel for him. Dating can be torturous, but there really are alot of good guys out there you just have to be patient and find them. Your in that difficult stage right now where you just haven't found the right one to replace him in your heart...but you will.

I was in a four year relationship in which I was completely ignored. I loved him so much, and went back to him three times but he kept going back to his old ways. The lack of intimacy crushed me and I finally had to leave for good. Like you, I was so scared to get back into the dating world, so I resorted to online dating. I was so flattered by the amount of emails I was receiving even though 90% of them where from guys I wasn't interested in. I went out with different guys....some where jerks...some where players...some where sweet but just not the one. During this expiriment there was one guy that kept emailing me. He was cute...but seemed a little desperate so at the risk of sounding like a snob I kept ignoring him. Finally after about four attempts I decided to go out with him just to get him off my back LOL. It turned out he was the sweetest guy and understood me like no other man. Today we are married and I am basking in the most wonderful relationship I have ever experienced. If it happened to me, it can happen to you...so keep your chin up and keep looking for that dream guy. Love can strike when you least expect it. You are a very beautiful girl and I'm sure there are guys lining up to take you out. Pursue your options, sure you may go through painful dates and painful memories of this Mister Guy, but it will be all worth it when you find that special someone. Trust me, it will happen when you least expect it and it will BLOW YOUR MIND! Stay strong sweetie and even though your hurting, don't be afraid to take chances....you'll never know what you will find!!!!!!!!!!

Now can you please help me out with my profile? LOL

Just telling it like it is said...

My two sence...thanks..I really appreciate it...I know...I know...ahhhh it's really hard but I am getting better..and I have been dating...I guess it just takes time...and ummmm I do not know how to post a pic...I had a friend do it for me...how ever if you click on q-lam..on my page if he checks his blog you can ask him or awaiting they are much better at this than I...welcome!!! and thanks I could always use a kick in the ass!!!

My Two Cents said...

I’m glad to hear that you are dating. Any good prospects? As I said, you never know when you’ll find the right one so don’t pass up any good opportunity. You just never know who it will be. There are a lot of good ones out there and if you think about it, what’s two hours of your life if it means you might find someone that truly gets you? When you do find that guy who understands you on all levels, embrace it and run with it.

Thanks for allowing me into your world. I’m a girl that loves her gossip and things have been slow on the Brad & Angela front LOL. I’m not much of a writer so I’m not sure how much I will write about myself but I love to hear about other people’s lives and I really am rooting for you girl.

I have to say I was riveted by your stories. I could relate so well to my own experience. Just know that there are others out there that have gone through the same thing. It doesn’t mean that this Mister Guy is a bad guy, I just think he may have a different love style then you. I think you are like me in that you love to love and be love. You love to give and receive affection. He just might not be the type that is right for you. Maybe he is better off with a women that is not as passionate and you would be better off with a guy that needs passion. It sounds so simple but I know it’s hard to accept.

There are a lot of guys that look at women as their property. They can’t accept that someone else can be a better lover to them so they are willing to put up a front to prevent you from finding that true happiness. Just my two cents. I’m just afraid that you will settle for this and as you put it, live a life of torture. You’ll find your prince and when you do the pain you feel now will make you appreciate it that much more.

OK, I’m addicted…I need to get a life LOL

Just telling it like it is said...

Blushing...awe thanks my tow cents...that is really why I started this blog...sending out my messages and telling my crazy life...I wanted to reach people..that is really what is all about....If i could make one person smile...or think about how precious life really is or have them think about how pitiful my life is and know that they have it much better I have done my job....