Thursday, January 29, 2009

Getting over Engineer Guy...Why is it so hard...

It's hard to be funny, charming and somewhat shocking ( what all you have to be is pretty right? ) when my days are filled with some what of a sadness so deep it hits me deep into my bones...
For that I have been taking Calcium thinking that the calcium will fill in the holes...

So far it is not working but I will keep on trying...

I was thinking of drinking some wine till I saw "Dr.G the Medical Examiner" and she was talking about how alcohol makes your liver fat....
I don't want to be fat even if it's my liver I know very vain right? but it is me we are talking about.

I guess it is true you can't have it all, but at least I have all of you to make me smile on a regular basis. I looked at all my blogger friends today and found some new friends...No no I wasn't cheating on you at all I swear! Just trying to entertain myself and keep my mind off my sadness.
Thanks for listening. Tomorrows blog will be up beat I swear I might even talk about Dr. Goldenrod....He loves me....(I plucked a petal) He loves me not...

8 comments:

Walker said...

You never shake real feelings you just pack them away so you could use that space for something better that will make you smile most of the time and for those other times, fuck the liver and have a glass of wine then think of what some lucky guy will be feasting on when he sees you.

Chef E said...

You saw my 'fat' liver whoas...I do not drink until I am 33 and now a mere 48 and I am being told my liver ALT's are elevated, so stop drinking...can't a 'good' bad girl have a little fun? I have been checking out other sites too...gotta keep my mind occupied so I do not seem so darn 'needy'...Let's just you and me go out one night and have some real fun!

buffalodick said...

Try "The Drinking Mans Diet" 6 drinks and you forget you're fat and unhealthy...

Just telling it like it is said...

Walker your right...
Wine isn't that bad for you right?

Chef E: We definitely need to go out and dance the night away!!!

buffalo: now why didn't I think of that ...made me smile!!!

Photonuts said...

I told E to take Milk Thistle for the liver, a friend I know does that so she can drink...sounds terrible but if it works...

Lets all kick up our heels!

Chef E said...

If you say you are coming to Dallas, I will buy a ticket and meet you at my sister, or near her...I will pick up some sage for us to smudge our whoas away!

Beth said...

Hon....you will be FINE!!! fatty liver and all.

I love ya!

anni said...

I say go with the wine. It dulls the pain almost as good as vicodin. A pill to make the break up hurts go away could make us all rich. Some days I feel like I'm going to crack up and fall apart and other days I'm ok...strong...being a better person and all that crap. Still...where do you put all these feelings, memories, experiences? How do you just pack them away? Wish I knew. Hang in there. A nice cabernet could help.