Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Chronicals of love...

Still not sure what is going on at my house...
First things first:

Usually I like to talk about the little things that make me laugh in life...
Like the time I got shat on at 6 in the morning by a patient and the male nurse helping me got poo on his forehead. After all isn't life supposed to be about the little things that bring us happiness? Like this blog I started it after I broke up with Paramedic Guy...Ohhh paramedic guy...You know that it is bad when you are talking to one of the nurses that you work with and simultaneously you say, " I bet my fire medic story is better than yours". Then, I was still in nursing school a little naive and didn't know that the firefighters like to shall we say spread the lovein. These days when fire brings us patients we stick to the basics, we give them $#!+, take report and them boot em out.

So Engineer guy and I went shopping this weekend for a new couch and a bed and dresser for me. We had fun looking at at all the different couches and beds. I have moved into his house as you know but I'm not sure it was really what he wanted. I'm not sure how relationships are supposed to go. But he reminded me that at the end of the summer he is going to move into the bedroom that I have all of my stuff in maybe a hint that I need to find my own place. My mind is De boggled. I am not sure how a relationship continues on after you live with someone and then move out. It seems weird to me. It is like he plans his future without me being in it... right in front of me. I know that when he was talking to me about his plans for the future of his place he didn't mean to hurt my feelings but it makes me wonder what am I doing. I hate living in lingo out of boxes and my heart is heavy. I'm not sure that I will ever get this love thing right.

9 comments:

*~*Cece*~* said...

Chica, I don't know how you do it. Once I moved out it was OVAH! Then again my move out guy was a complete @$$h01e!

Walker said...

That's the weirdest thing I have ever heard.
If you move in then you are supposed to stay if your relationship is more than just a bump and scratch in the night.
If he doesn't want you to live with him then its not really a relationship but a conveniece.

I dated my ex for a year and she moved in with my blessing.
She moved out ten years later with the smme blessing LOL

Maybe you should take a closer look at what the two of you have.

Just telling it like it is said...

Cece: thanks for your encouragement!! We don't really communicate very well. I haven't even said anything to him..figured I would tell the world instead...

Walker: Your sweet. I know it is weird but you have to know that I am not just any girl...It might take a lot to handle me...I don't think I know any ER nurses that are normal...but I'm usually fun and I have big boobs... but I guess you have to be more than just pretty darn it!!

Superstar said...

my grandparents slept in seperate beds. They never lived in different rooms or houses...

I don't understand why he would ask you to move in and then be wanting you to move out...that is really not making any sense...did I miss something???

HEALTH NUT WANNABEE MOM said...

This sucks! I am just as confused as you and was never good at reading guys (I wish I had the big boobs like you and would pass out if I had to be an emergency room nurse). I always over analyze but maybe he is scared to commit fully or maybe he is not sure how you really feel (although moving in would make me think that he knows you want to be there). I just never know but you sound like a great catch to me so engineer guy better get it in gear beforesomeone like motorcycle guy or millionaire guy comes along.

The Diva's Thoughts said...

You are in a tough predicament. I know just what you are going through. Relationships are so tough.

Walker said...

I just remembered something.
When I was a kid my mother said there is a Greek saying that if you get shit on you that it's lucky.
So next time the male nurse gets crapped on tell him it means he'll get lucky and wink at him.
That should get him to wade in and clean out the whole mess for you.

I just hope my mother didn't make it all up to get me to change my brother diaper.

Have a nice weekend

Beth said...

i'm totally confused too...he wnated you to move in, right?...you're looking for furniture together...and he wants you to move out now? WTH??? What is his problem??!!!

xoxox

flea said...

k that is a little weird...but anyways...hope you get it all worked out. what guy doesn't like big boobs?? hell I wish I had big boobs...

kick him to the curb you'll find someone better who wants you (boobs and all)