Saturday, January 19, 2008

When is it time...

We all have thoughts days in our life when we ask ourselves is it time...

You know like when you go into labor and it is 0300 am in the morning and you lie to your Doctor and tell him the contractions are 5 M-I-N-I-T-E-S apart...
Not really they just feel like they are!! an your body tells you it is not time.

Or when Your Mother calls at 1000 pm at night and talks about her Period again...Ummmm
I hate to tell you Mother but at 53 yrs. old ""Cough"" I mean 40 yrs. Old...
"Your going though the change in life"...Gosh I hate it when she uses thoughts words...
and then you think is it really her time??? No pun indented on the color of thoughts words...

Or when your boyfriend no longer cares if he puts the tomatoes in the salad...
Oh I know I am not always the lovable girl I portray in blog land..I have had my moments...
But when do you know that it is time to though in the towel, When to give up red meat...
I think it is when your heart is broken and there is nothing that can fix it but time...
No, worries all I know that I have my blog friends to keep me feeling as if I somewhat famous in my mind... but it will be hard...and it already is..
I guess the really hard thing to come to grips with is that I feel like he no longer loves me and that is a hard, harsh pill to swollow...and comon I give people potassium.."talk about horse pills"..

So, I ask myself and all of you when is it time??? When he no longer cares if tomatoes are in the salad???
xoxox
I'm okay just a little heart broken...

6 comments:

~gkw said...

*Big Hugs* to you...

Superstar said...

{{{hugs}}}

I hope you know that I would TOTALLY notice if you stipped putting tomatoes in my salad!!!!

Michael C said...

Hang in there!

Beth said...

awww baby girl....that totally sucks. sucks. What the hell is his problem? How could he NOT be in love with you anymore?

I have no advice....I've always stayed WAYYYYYY too long in relationships that were over....it does hurt...I'm so sorry....sucks.

But I love ya and you'll always be my girl....know that.

That girl said...

Where are you?? Come back, we miss you.

Q. Lam said...

So sorry to not have kept up and to hear about this. Don't let the unenlightened bring you down.

Thank you for the birthday wish :)

I've missed you blog lover.