Thursday, April 16, 2009

Matter of the heart never easy....

Matters of the heart...
Torn...
Today I saw Engineer guy, saddness fills my heart as I have tried to move on but he lingers in my heart.
I ask myself why? Why can't i just move on?
I spent 3 years of my life with him and I know that he is trying to move as well.
I thought I would be okay seeing him but I'm not sure.
Men from my past keep showing up in my life and I am not sure what is going on...
Please tell me I can get past this feeling that lingers in my heart....

5 comments:

Chef E said...

It is hard... Alcohol and friends help, but them you have to deal with the leftover shit from them too...

Okay really laughter is the best medicine, so Dr Chef Laughs will try and send more jokes your way!

buffalodick said...

People talk about being friends after a break-up.. I would find that impossible...

Just telling it like it is said...

Chef E: Your right laughter and alcohol help. Spent last night with friends but no alcohol. Yes, I need more jokes...thanks suga

Buffalo: Your right we can't be friends....its worse than having your enemies close.

Walker said...

You just have to walk away.
I have done it and it hurt like a motherfucker but it had to be done and it was.
You deserve to be happy and ligering doesnt help it only festers and ruins the futures.
Engeneer guy is loosing alot not having you.

Just telling it like it is said...

Walker,
Your right! We can't be friends and I have to let go.