When is it time...

We all have thoughts days in our life when we ask ourselves is it time...

You know like when you go into labor and it is 0300 am in the morning and you lie to your Doctor and tell him the contractions are 5 M-I-N-I-T-E-S apart...
Not really they just feel like they are!! an your body tells you it is not time.

Or when Your Mother calls at 1000 pm at night and talks about her Period again...Ummmm
I hate to tell you Mother but at 53 yrs. old ""Cough"" I mean 40 yrs. Old...
"Your going though the change in life"...Gosh I hate it when she uses thoughts words...
and then you think is it really her time??? No pun indented on the color of thoughts words...

Or when your boyfriend no longer cares if he puts the tomatoes in the salad...
Oh I know I am not always the lovable girl I portray in blog land..I have had my moments...
But when do you know that it is time to though in the towel, When to give up red meat...
I think it is when your heart is broken and there is nothing that can fix it but time...
No, worries all I know that I have my blog friends to keep me feeling as if I somewhat famous in my mind... but it will be hard...and it already is..
I guess the really hard thing to come to grips with is that I feel like he no longer loves me and that is a hard, harsh pill to swollow...and comon I give people potassium.."talk about horse pills"..

So, I ask myself and all of you when is it time??? When he no longer cares if tomatoes are in the salad???
xoxox
I'm okay just a little heart broken...

Having fun in the Virgin Islands..

Yep...you guessed it drinking again...Oh what fun!! But my eyes were closed so I decided not to torture myself and show you my crazy stare...tehee. For you Beth...Your my girl!!

At the beer festival

I'm not drunk yet...but we are getting there..I'm not so cute right here but Beth this boob pic is for you...Oh that is Engineer guy...No worries We took the bus home..

I'm Okay Really...No I don't want an x-ray..or a CT

OMGOSH...I got frigging hit in-between the eyes in the ER today I didn’t start the fight either…that is all I can really say… but I have an abrasion in-between my eyes on my nose and there is swelling…I had Engineer guy take a pic…I tell you what ! I know what it is like to think you need a nose job except no pain...I am in fighter flight my adrenalin is kicked up do to the work load today and the extremity of it all so I have no pain…Sheesh I couldn’t even use my UFC tech…A couple of weeks ago I almost had Engineer guy tap out cause I had all 200lbs and 6’3 ft in. in a head lock with my legs…He didn’t want to tap out cause I’m a girl…So I had to let go so he didn’t pass out…cause he almost did but I could not pass him out due to my Hippocratic oath that I took as a nurse to never due harm…Hey he started it…That is how we show each other love… we are country folk…West Virginia Need I say more!!!

Light as a feather stiff as a board...

Light as a Feather Stiff as a board...haven't we all play this game before!!

Well I recommend the book " Stiff ,by Mary Roach" due to the graphic nature of it all...I mean really...

Did you know according to this book that Necrophilia was not against the law untill 1979 when a woman was found in a hurst with a young dead boy!!!!

Okay you know I am full of the stories but this one takes the cake!! Icould not wait to get out the word!!!

This book is full of fun fact that are definately party favors!!!

Happy New year!!!

I wish that I could tell all my readers all about just how fun and excititng my new years was.(let's just say it wasn't 2 thumbs up or shit there was nothing,down and around )..I wish I could say that Iwas spending it with Engineer guy and his friends. I wish I could tell you about Engineer's roomates insistance to go streaking down the neighbor hood because he had just finished watching , "Old School"I wish that I would have known how much everyone had been drinking and I wish I could have brought in the new year with a bang!!!

BANG, BANG, BANG

On my new years day I was hanging with my sweet friend Jen. She tolerates all my gross abcess stories and in fact there were other nurses there at the party...so all is not lose...I didn't get to see dave streaking...(THAT MIGHT BE A GOOOD THING) I drank a little wine, soaked up all the love from the girls....and passed out at 02000!!!!! I made it another year alive and another year to cause trouble.

I would say that somethings have changed between me and Engineer guy...some growing paings but I am still pulling for him., Time will telll. Uutil then I will be living with one of my girlfrieds
I have been sad, but every day get better....and better!!!keep looking out for me I !!!
untill next time....I hope not in the ER....take care you are always in the back of my mind!