Thursday, November 09, 2006

Score..Did I Just Say That Out-Loud, I Think I Did

I love my crazy, wonderful, beautiful, amazing, sometimes painful life...

You know that you are happy again when the little things make you smile...smile so much your face starts to hurt...
ahhhh life is sweet..

Thoughs of you that know me..have read my crazy, painful, crack-up up stories and know that in May I was just not...not one happy camper..but I' back...that's it... I said it... I'm back

I found myself...I found that girl that everybody missed...that girl that laughs so much at the stupid little things in life... that girl that cracks her ownself up...that's right she is back with full force..

I mean...Okay so you know...that well Dr. GoldenRod pretty much was the only person to see that girl in May..that's cause well you know...He's ummmm Dr. GoldenRod and one day one day...I will pull him in the clean utility room..but ummm until then he still keeps me on my toes and makes me smile...

Life does have thoughs funny ways of making up for all the bad times...last night "mister guy" text me...says he misses me and would like to see me and the kid... wants me to know that he thinks of me often and really still loves me soooo sooo much...
I text him back and say and I really ment it...sorry but things are different for me now...I am sorry but I can't see you...I just can't...I don't want too...really I have no interest in seeing him ever again and then and then...

I get in my car and drive to "Engineer guy's" house...ahhhh I haven't seen him in 10 days...our lips meet...I feel my heart beat faster...as he draws me closer to him.... and the rest is history...The chemistry between us is electric...and I am amazed...

Yep, I love this crazy, beautiful, special, sometimes crazy painful amazing life...
Score...did I just say that out-loud, yes I think I did..all I can say is wow...WOW

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

what you should be asking yourself about "mr. Guy" is WHY wern't you THAT girl WITH him?

Sounds like you had one of those, turn up the radio, sing at the top of your lungs, endorphine hlowing days when..you have great hair, good work out and Mr Hottie pants flirt with you!!!! LOL ;o)

*sigh*

I love those kinds of days!

Anonymous said...

Me too!

My Two Cents said...

It's great to hear you're doing so well

Anonymous said...

Dropping by to say hi stranger. Sorry for the infrequent visits. I'm glad to hear you're doing well. Happy that you're happy.

Just telling it like it is said...

Yep, it was one of thoughs day that you want to write home to mom about but then you realize that you really can't discuss thoughs kinds of things with her!!! Sweet...yes life is sweet