To know some people....

From a distance...
Some people come into your life...and no matter what you are never the same...
Sometimes certain circumstances prevent them from staying close to you but you never forget their greatness...
Their greatness is so apparent to everyone around them, but hey are humble...
Thank you, you will never know how much you meant to me...

You, you know who you are...the one thing that you said to me as a new nurse was, " what you have can never be taught in any school, always trust your instinct"
and I keep that notion close to me at all times knowing that if I truly listen to my heart I might not miss anything...

Thank you...Your saddness I could feel but I hope all is better now...
We will both never be the same...

As Much as.....

Disclaimer: In order to respect my family I am unfortunately unable to discuss the content of my family emergency, Sincerely darn girl

As much as I would love to tell all of you how knee deep I was in other people's junk and trunk this week I had to unfortunately attend to a family emergency...Tuesday I was at the airport all day (from 11:00 am to 1:00 am) mostly in tears and too tired to cuss the ticket agents ( U know it was bad if I couldn't drink alcohol or cuss) I think the tears were mostly cause I had to deal with things without Number #1 taking off all my clothes and Number #2 I couldn't even stomach or think about alcohol. I can't believe I even thought or wrote that statement I'm loosing my edge. Having said that if you didn't know that I was a nurse I might sound like a stripper, but I assure you I'm only a stripper in my mind or is that Engineer's mind? (just kidding Father he would never think such things of me he loves me for my winning personality why he never even looks at my body)
I am okay...
and I think everything is going to be alright...thanks for hanging in there still...
I am indebted to all of you that have been with me for a little while and thoughts that have been with me from the beginning...I mean if I could have the delusions of grand-or that "I am famous in blog land or my mind one of the two it makes no difference as long as I'm famous" I might not be sane right now!
If it makes you feel any better I will tell you that I saw a butterfly tattoo on an old guys peni,(dirt old) balls and that area I don't even want to mention due to the very nature of it's existence...(If I had know that I would be subjected to old grandpa balls I might have re-thought my profession...stripper maybe...nahhhh I think they have to see old balls too.)
The old guy's wife was a little embarrassed about it...I of coarse acted like I could not see the one eye winking at me...
Engineer guy has been traveling for the better part of the last 5 weeks due to work. However far away he has been, he has grown closer to my heart and has shown me a love that I never even thought possible. He is just the best man I know beside my father. He has been so supportive weathering the notions of thick and thin, he has shown me that he cares more about me that just loving my scallops. Oh sure I know that if I asked him "Why do you love me so much?" (as I often do because I like to torcher him) He would tell you that it was my big boobs, but I know that it goes so much deeper than my willingness to do his laundry.
Life is short, Forgive the unforgivable...
Love to the very last grain of sand...to deepest part of the ocean..
and Engineer guy that is how much I love you!
xoxoxoxo
Thinking of you all,
Darn girl

Why yes botox...you don't think???

You don't think I stay 25 without help do you...
Damit Jim I am only one person...

Okay really...I have been in the shadows lately...never forgetting my peeps, just working a lot and missing my Engineer guy...He has been gone for most of the last 5 weeks...
and then there is the kid...we can't even speak of him...
So, rest assure wensday I will be back with all my vagina stories...I promise... and I will catch up on everyones blog...Micheal I missed your question tuesday but I have not forgotten,. Beth I ahve been wondering how you are and for all that have stood by me super...I will be back and then and then I will talk about peni again...I swear!!! I swear!!!!

First of all...

First and for most I would like to thank all of you that have hung in there for me...
more in a bit I have to go get my face frozen...

MIA...

MIA : missing in action...
Sorry everyone I have been on vacation to see my sister...
My brother-in-law left for Iraq a couple of weeks ago and I have been trying to help my sister and children with the change...He is okay but it would be nice for your prayers...
I promise to be back soon just playing catch up on work, kid...and of coarse Engineer guy. We have all been apart for about 2 weeks...
In the boys terms I have been missing for like 12 yrs..sheeesh
I am good and have been thinking of all of you ...I'll catch Up I promise...
thanks for your support!!
xoxoxo
darn girl