Happy New year and all that Shi!#!

I would have written sooner but I went home for Christmas and New Year and I don't think I woke up sober the whole time I was there.....coarse I wasn't the only one who wasn't sober my Dad now he is the king of vodka if they had a king I mean.

I wonder if lighting can truly strike twice???? Thoughts of you that know me know that I have written extensively about my dating adventures and not to mention the date I went on when the guys car started on fire before we got out of my neighborhood.  I have been really lucky in my life to have some amazing men love me. I have told you about Dr. Goldenrod always a favorite for the ladies...man I loved him. I talked about first time I froze the first Engineer Guy's penis. I will have to tell you friends I loved him a lot it was really hard to get over him especially because it was the first penis I froze ahhhhh the memories. I talked about Logistics Guy and I has so much fun with him...I shot my first WW2 riffle with him, and he was definitely a pantie dropper kind of guy...You know big guns and all (wink wink). In the early days when I started this blog I wrote about my ONE Really Really True Love the kind of love that no matter what kind of love. I have loved before and since but nothing like this kind of change you forever kind of love that was Fire Guy. Oh how I loved him, I was in nursing school at the time. I used to go to the station and visit with all the guys while we would try and  gross each other out by telling our horror stories...ahhhhhh what a time I had with him. I remember the very first time I knew that I loved him. I thought I would marry him and I have never felt that way or since. I truly knew I loved him when we stopped at a car accident and he cut the girl's shirt off and a fake boob fell out.  He picked it up and acted like it didn't fall on the floor like it did. I remember it making that spat noise and he kept his professionalism. Did not embarrass her even though I would have died u just get used to that stuff happening and you see it all the time. He had the best bedside manor that I have ever seen. I was all in at go until 10 months later when I got a call from his wife...I know I was shocked to especially because he lived with another fire fighter and of coarse he was with me day and night. If he wasn't working I was with him and his to BFFs we were like the 4 amigos.

Well lightning has struck again so you will be hearing more from you because this fricking guy is the sh!#. We will call him US Marshall guy...I know right! He packs a 40 while he working and that's not all he packing....You u guys know me all too well.   There is more to come so stay tuned! Me lob him Long time